LIFE, THOUGHTS and DREAM

September - My Favourite Month

2011-09-06T14:44:00.008+08:00

I am going on long leave in less than 2 weeks time, simply can't wait!! My hair will be free from being buned up and hair spray, my nails will be free from living under nail polish and most importantly i will be free from wearing 'that' uniform. No more packing and unpacking luggage too! Yeah~~

Therefore i said, September has always be my favourite month.

Few days back while flying across Kagoshima, there was a volcano eruption. I took my phone and snap down this photo.

Eyeing for this crepes in KIX for quite awhile and finally i brought it and had it for breakfast.

On top of that, how can i miss out Takoyaki. ^____^

Delicious food brighten up my day!

Lately, i am into hightea and the best i had was at Fullerton Bay Hotel, The Landing Point.

I highly recommend The Fullerton Bay Hotel to all my readers if you guys run out of ideas of where to chill out with a few good friends.

The last day of dearest Kobe

2011-07-04T09:38:00.006+08:00

On 3 July 2011, its the very last day of my uncle's dog Kobe. She has got cancer and all the cancer cells had spread to all her organs. Vet said anytime her cancer cells will burst and by then she will bleed to death and it will be very painful for her. Since few days ago, she had stopped eating and she had non stop diarrhoea. Putting her down will be the best for her.

My family and myself were all very close to Kobe since 13 years ago. It's very heartbreaking to accompany her till her very last breathe. It was just a day before her birthday. I cannot stop crying, i wish time could stop so kobe don't have to leave us. The most painful moment was kobe actually know she is leaving this world and she turned her back against us after she finish her last bowl of water. Her tongue couldn't stick out anymore but she really tried her very best to drink some water. She doesn't want to see us cry.

When all were ready, vet came and gave her the heartless jab. She passed away peacefully within just a few minutes. She's gone, forever!

My tears cannot stop rolling down my cheeks, images of Kobe keep flashing back in my mind. Even though, she don't stay with me but i remembered how sweet she is everytime i visit her at my uncle's house. She love tummy rub and will smile very happily. Be able to send her off yesterday was a blessing for me.

kobe with her best friend.

Dearest Kobe, rest in peace and i believe you are now at a very happy place with alot of friends surrounding you. There's no more pain and suffering for you anymore. I will always remember you in my heart.

It's SUNDAY~

2011-06-19T11:46:00.007+08:00

It's SUNDAY today~ Happy Sunday to everyone! Hahaa..
I am off today and it's my only precious one day off therefore i am going to the movie. Well, i hope tomorrow i won't get called up and i can have one extra day off
^_____________^

A week back, finally and it's really finally i get to have a short catchup with my dearest batchgirl, Fanny. Eversince, she goes back to ground job we didn't see each other anymore. We only keep in touch through phone.
I am really so happy to see her again last week.
Look, such a big bottle of Botox at her work place. Hahaa~

My self-shot =P

Just few days back, i came across one very saddening news on Yahoo!news.
One woman in China actually roasted a puppy alive on the street during daylight. I am an animal lover and i really love dogs. Everytime i read such a news, i feel very upset. I know it's kind of common to eat dog meat in China but why must roast the poor puppy alive? I simply cannot imagine how much pain that poor soul is going through. ='(
Here's the link to the news.
Woman in China roasted puppy alive

STOP ANIMAL ABUSE PLEASE!!!!!!!

D/O

2011-05-11T10:39:00.004+08:00

4 days off currently. Yippy~

To ALL: Have a beautiful day ahead!

Scam in Hong Kong

2011-04-28T09:49:00.003+08:00

Few weeks ago i was in Hong Kong and everything was cool till i was con by one medical hall shop. Here's what happened.

In Tsim Sha Tsui, i walked pass a medical hall shop that sells Abalone, Shark fins etcs and decided to walk in and take a look. No intention of getting any stuff at all. Once i entered the shop, the sales assistant came over and tried his best to sell me some abalone. I patiently listen to him and he pursue me to purchase some abalone which he told me 10-11 of them cost HKD$680 which is very reasonable and on top of that he will give me a package of free shark fins. WOW~ as a consumer, it's one of the best deal ever! My mum is the one who always buy all these stuffs for my family so i thought this time round i can buy some back instead. I did double check with him whether HKD$680 will be what i will be paying and he said yes.

The shop assistant keep insisting i should slice all the abalone into slices and he will pack very nicely for me. I didn't want to slice them up in the first place but the shop assistant was very persistent therefore i gave in. After slicing all the abalone, i wanted to make payment therefore i took out a thousand dollar note plus $80 dollars worth of coins, thinking of i will be able to get back $400. The next moment, the cashier asked me to pay the remaining amount by credit card. I was puzzled and to the shock of my life i was told my purchase was $10k over instead of $680. I argued with the shop assistant for almost an hour because the whole incident was a scam as from the beginning till the end i was not told how much my total purchase was. The only amount mentioned was $680 and nothing else. When i asked them to return me back my cash, they refused! At the end of the day i was force to buy a few slices of abalone at $680 as i don't wish to argue who's in the right or wrong anymore since the shop refused to admit their mistake.
By the way, those slices of abalone taste like cuttlefish. Highly suspected it's fake!
Readers, please do not step into any of these shop when you visit Hong Kong. I did a detailed research and found out there's alot of tourist are being cheated too. BEWARE!!

I'm out of sin again

2011-04-10T20:39:00.003+08:00

Going away again.. Back in 4 days time. Those packing and unpacking of luggage make me very sick and tired. Hope it will be a good trip ahead. Good night world!

Lady luck where are you?

2011-04-03T14:32:00.005+08:00

In life, there's always some people who lack of all the qualities for a certain job happens to get their dream job whereby those who have all it takes for the job are being rejected. It's all about how lucky you are, i guess.

Back to my life. I am very unlucky recently especially yesterday. I fell down into a drain! Now, my right thight are swollen with wound and it is so painful. So worried that it will leave scar behind. So depress and helpless. =(

I need good luck very badly for now because whatever i had tried with hard work seems to fail. All these lead to low moral and i thought a short break will be the best for me but my recent trip turned out to be a bad one.
Please lady luck, i need your blessing!

A day at Dog Farm

2011-03-04T13:00:00.004+08:00

Headed down to Pasir Ris Farmway with my friend yesterday as he wanted to get a puppy. It was pouring very heavily and i saw one of the pet shop actually just left those poor puppies in the rain.
We drove pass a Kennel and decided to check it out. Condition of the kennel was quite alright but there's a very strong unpleasant smell. Guess it's normal.. Puppies look healthy and active and after a proper selection on which puppy to get, my friend finally decided on a Yorkshire Terrier.

Look how cute he is..

Photography and video is not allowed at all but before we left, i ask the owner if i could take some photos of the Beagle puppy and he agreed to it. Yuppy~

If only my parents were to allow me to have another beagle at home, i would bring this sweet little thing home with me. I Hope that it will find a good home soon!

Little puppy new name is Beanie!

Recurrent

2011-02-26T13:41:00.002+08:00

Completed my 3 days of SEP recurrent 2 days back. Very stressful and ultra tiring. Glad that i passed all the practical and theory tests with just one try. This is the most tiring recurrent i ever had! =(

Failure doesn't mean giving up

2011-02-20T20:33:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, i started my day with disappointment. Everything happened in 15 minutes but it seems forever to me. Especially the part where I was waiting for the result. I can feel my legs are shivering and butterflies in my stomach. Finally, the heartless moment came. With a heavy heart, i walked away quietly and told myself I have tried my best afterall.

This morning, I woke up with a positive mindset and failure doesn't means I have to continue my life with sadness. At the end of the day, it will only affect my daily rountine and the people around me. I will work double hard again the next time round. Failure will definely made me a better person.

Re-current is just 2 days away, i will concentrate on studying.

The date is getting nearer

2011-02-17T22:43:00.002+08:00

I woke up early this morning to get my passport photo done and the photo turned out bad. There's nothing i can do anymore as time is running out, i just hope a bad photo will not cause much damages.
I manage to finish all my errands in the morning therefore i went home and i was home alone once again. Feeling bored i finished 2 movies online in a row, Black Swan and 127 Hours. Both movies are great!

I have got a flight tomorrow and after that will be a very important day for me. Best of Luck to myself! =)

Happy Lunar New Year

2011-02-03T13:16:00.003+08:00

Wishing all my readers a very happy lunar new year! May all of you be blessed with good health and wealth.

I did many China flights recently and the last China flight i did was a real tough one. I shall not go too much into details about what happened on the flight but it was really a very tough day for all of us be it in the cabin or galley. After the flight landed all of us was so tired and couldn't think of anything else but sleep.

Tomorrow i am going back to work again and i just hope it will be a smooth flight.

Training=Boring

2011-01-24T22:47:00.007+08:00

Went for training today, it was so tiring and half of the time i cannot concentrate on what the trainer is talking about. BOOOOO!!

After training, i had a good time hanging out with some of the crews including one of my batchmate at one of the shopping mall nearby for high tea and dinner.

Cakes we ate for high tea..

Dinner at SUSHI TEI.

After all the food i had eaten today, i am feeling so happy! I love to eat and i eat quite alot especially in Singapore BUT, i hate it when i can't seems to gain any weight.
If anyone out there have any 'secret recipe' of weight gaining, PLEASE let me know. You can tag on my chatbox.

I am not sure since when, i don't like to take photo of myself. Just few days ago, i was bored in the car and i took a photo of myself to kill time and i realise i have unbalance eyelid and serious eye bag.

Eyelid and Eye Bag removal surgery recovery period is too long and i do not want to go through the swelling and bruising stage. It's way too horrible!!
Maybe i should just accept the fact that i am becoming uglier and uglier each day and stop being so concern about my looks.
If i can choose which sex i want to be in my next life, I WILL WANT TO BE A MAN!

I'm so lazy!

2011-01-12T21:45:00.003+08:00

I'm glad I have recovered from my flu and I am healthy once again for work tomorrow. Feeling very lazy, tired yet can't sleep right now. What's wrong with me? I have to report for work at 5am later on but I am not prepared at all. Everything seems to be black and white to me, nothing can cheer me up. I always keep my unhappiness to myself and I hate the feeling of how I feel currently, miserable is the word to describe.
Now, I hope god is reading what I have wrote and send a saver for me or just grant my little simple wish that I have been wishing for so long.

Let's hope I will feel better when I wake up later on. Good night world!

sick

2011-01-11T14:48:00.002+08:00

Osaka was too cold and i got very serious flu after i came back. I am supposed to go for a short trip but i have to give it a miss due to my flu. Luckily the air ticket wasn't too expensive.

I just hope to recover as soon as possible because i do not wish to take any MC for my upcoming flight.

Good Morning!

2011-01-05T10:16:00.002+08:00

Today will be my last day of my 4 days off, tomorrow i am going back to work but i am glad that it's not a long day for me. Day after tomorrow i'm heading to Osaka again and after the flight i have got 4 days off again. I want to go for a short holiday, take a break from everything over here. I might be going to either Hong Kong or Bangkok and i shall make the final decision later part of the day. Yet to check out all the air ticket and hotel prices.
If i decided to go for a trip, i will be going alone! How exciting!! I have never go holiday alone and what should i do??
I didn't mention to anyone about my plan because i do not want them to worry for me and i do not want anybody else to follow me. I want to be left alone for a few days and sort out my mind.
Currently i am very pissed off with someone who has been pestering me almost everyday like a bug. Why can't just leave me alone for just a day? I need freedom! I do not need so much attention and overdose of care and concern. It is so irritating and i simply cannot take it anymore!
Can anybody please teach me what to do??? ='(

Happy 2011

2011-01-03T10:47:00.003+08:00

This shall be my first post for the year 2011. Recall back, what have i achieve in 2010? Well, nothing much. It wasn't a very smooth year for me, i gone through some very happy moments and some very unhappy ones as well. Life still goes on no matter how happy or unhappy am i, therefore i hope this year i can forget about those unhappy ones and stay happy everyday. This is one of my new year resolution.

I have another new year resolution which is i hope i am be able to get my driving license before year 2011 end. =) I will work hard towards my goal!

the most scariest landing

2010-12-26T21:45:00.003+08:00

Last night i experienced the most scariest landing ever. The wind was so strong till the whole aircraft was swaying from left to right when making its final approach into Perth. I tried to stay calm, trying to recall what i should do if there's a need for emergency. I cannot do much but to have 100% faith in the captain, trusting he will land the plane safely. Trusting he will do his best.

Thank god we landed. Me and another crew smile at each other upon landing, smile at the passengers sitted infront of us. The rest of the passenger clapped! Their clapping and cheering instantly warm the cold cabin.
It was a very heart warming moment. Yesterday gonna be one of my unfogettable flight and the captain had earned alot of respect from both crews and passengers.

Merry X'mas to all!

2010-12-24T20:46:00.002+08:00

It's Xmas eve today and it's e first time I stayed at home. I have got lots of countdown party invitation but I am really too tired to attend any of them. Schedule for this month has been very hectic for me, I hardly have enough rest daily, I have no time for myself as well. Tomorrow is Xmas day but I am going for the longest flight. Since few months back, I tried very hard not to take any MC no matter how much I dont feel like working. Sometimes the feeling of dragging myself to work is so terrible but I told myself to hang on and money is the motivation. I remembered I promised a friend I will take lesser mc inorder to achieve better personal record and hopefully we get to fly together one day after the both of us promoted to a higher rank.
I wonder how is my friend now? Just hope everything is good and well.

Once again, wishing everybody MERRY CHRISTMAS!

I am back from KIX

2010-12-06T21:19:00.006+08:00

Last midnight i came back from the KIX flight which i am so looking forward to. After touch down and check-in to our hotel room, we took a train and head straight to Namba. It's my second time to Namba and the last time i went there was less then a month ago. It was very cold over in Osaka and my thoughtful friend brought heat pads for me so i can put them in my pocket and keep me warm.

Here's some photos i took:

Although it was a very short layover but i really enjoyed myself everytime with the correct company i go with. Considered myself quite lucky as my crews were all very nice so far.

In less then 4 days time i will be going to Osaka again. This time round i believe it will be a good trip too. ^_^

I have been coughing for 3 weeks and yet i haven't recover, especially at night i cannot stop coughing. I guess tomorrow have to visit my family doctor again.

Kittens

2010-12-01T12:36:00.005+08:00

Before sunrise this morning, while i am sleeping my dog suddenly woke up and rushed to my house door and bark very loudly. The next moment i heard my parents were saying there's two kittens stuck inbetween my gate and the main door! I was too tired to wake up and check out what is going on but all i can hear is my dad chasing the two poor kittens out of my house.
I wonder how did the kittens ended up at my house? Wonder where are they now and did they manage to find their way back to their mum?
If its not kittens and its puppies, i guess my parents will adopt the puppies. They love dogs as much as i am.

I went to the new mall at Serangoon Central yesterday evening, it was packed with people! The mall was big and have got alot of shops over there, its worth going afterall.

Few days back, finally i have got the time to catch 'Harry Potter' in the cinema. Sound effect was great but storyline was not as nice as what i expect. Just hope the part 2 will be better.

By the way, if you guys like hongkong drama, there is one i am watching currently is pretty good. Here's the link
巾帼枭雄之义海豪情

Enjoy!

A good month ahead to end year 2010

2010-11-27T18:41:00.002+08:00

My roster for December is out! There is nothing more i can ask for having such a good roster. I have one KIX flight with one of the sincere and real friend ever and this is the first time both of us finally can fly together for this flight. Simply can't wait!! I guess she is as excited as i am because when i just landed from flight just now and have yet to check my roster, i received her sms telling me the good news! I am so gonna charge my camera battery to the fullest and take tons of photos back hehe~!

Hi blog, how are you?

2010-11-25T23:16:00.004+08:00

Looking back at my last post, it was more then a year ago. Before i stopped blogging, i private my blog but now i have decided to open to public again.

Time flies, alot of things happened while i have stopped blogging but each and every problem i face, i manage to get through it and pick up myself up and move on with my life.

A friend ever told me, "you will be a better person after each failure in life" this sentence has always been on my mind.

I have changed my blogskin to a more simple one compared to one i am using previously.

I do not know how many people had visited my blog for the past one year but i remembered the last time i blogged, my blog counter hitted almost 14k. Didn't expect so many people actually know the exist of this blog.

After so much, maybe i should just summarise what i have been doing for the past one year.
I am still flying with the same airline, went for a few holiday trips, addicted to iphone, two of the few people i considered as real friend in my company has resigned. Most importantly last December my lifetime dream had come true. Eventhough, it's not an easy path but i made it! Before i go for it, i had many sleepless night, knowing i only had got one chance, it took me alot of courage to make the final decision. I guess without April accompany, dream will still be a dream for me today. The risk involved is beyond imagination. I am really very lucky that nothing goes wrong.
What i have experienced will always be rememebered.

Ok, Enough for this post. Will blog again soon whenever i have time.

First day of Sept

2009-09-05T19:20:00.000+08:00

Best friend. Crystal Jade. Movie. Dessert.

A fruitful day to start off for a new month.

The friendship since 2003

2009-08-31T16:58:00.000+08:00

I am really happy to catch up with my Bao Bei after so long. ^^
I wish i could have more time, more weekends off so i can meet up with all my friends that i met during school days.

No voice

2009-08-28T12:09:00.000+08:00

I've lost my voice due to too much heaty foods. Been eating too much lately.. My tummy is getting bigger and bigger each day and i've got problem fitting into my uniform, my skinny jeans and those tight tees. Why do i always gain weight at my tummy and no where else? Who knows one day i will be like winnie the pooh!!
I need to search online for effective tummy slimming method.

My last off day, FINALLY i head out to town and went ION. Too many shops over there but.. too expensive. I am too poor!!

Fanny's piglet is too thristy. haha!!

Collection 6

2009-08-20T22:04:00.000+08:00

The long waited collection 6 of lillacy
For more designs, please kindly visit the website.

There's trendy belt and bag available this time round.

2009-08-14T23:28:00.000+08:00

Paxing up..enjoying coke in the cold cabin.

After 4 hours, arrived in Perth.
The hotel we stayed. Linda bunk-in with Fanny n myself.

The next morning.. Very delicious breakfast we had! A treat from captain =>

Out to Murrary Street for shopping!
Its very windy and cold over in Perth. It can rain suddenly and the next 5 mins, the sun come out.

Good-bye Perth, Hello Singapore!

It's a new collection

2009-08-11T01:32:00.003+08:00

Visit lillacy
for the fabulous new series of collection.

There will be exclusive accessories upcoming..stay tune!

I am going to Perth for a very short layover!! *Excited*
I will have fun over there and take as many photos as i can, because i am going with my best friends! How cool isn't it?

To end, i had a drama day.
Bonus of the day, i met my "baobei" onboard, it's been a while since i last saw her and seeing her recall back all the school days memories. How we hang out together everyday and those clubbing nights!
Baobei Jas, if you are reading this.. i would really love to meet up with u soon~! There's so much to catch up man! Text me yeah?

Its just another month

2009-08-02T20:47:00.000+08:00

Cooking pasta has always been my passion and i really hope one fine day i can cook a plate of delicious pasta. Nobody at home likes my cooking and i'm always ended up eating a big plate by myself. =(
On my next day off, i will try preparing pasta again. I've run out of ingredients, time to visit the supermarket!

It's August now, time passes so fast!! Each and every month its like a battle for me and this battle seems like getting tougher and tougher.

not a joke.

2009-07-29T22:09:00.000+08:00

After many years of curly hair, i've finally back on the track of STRAIGHT HAIR. Still trying to get use to my new look. Especially my fringe, i think its too flat currently.

Flight disrupt cause my roster to be in a big mess. Generally, i am over-worked.

Another wonderful collection

2009-07-24T21:31:00.003+08:00

The latest collection of lillacy

Its not as what i expected

2009-07-21T20:54:00.007+08:00

"Harry Potter and the Half-blood Prince" suppose to be the most wanted movie i want to watch this year, i am quite disappointed after watching. There's so much lesser actions and too much talking throughout the whole show. Transformers is much more better. =)
The next movie i am interested in will be, 'The Final Destination', hope its good!

Lately, i am so in love with this Korea song. ♥

I am trying my very best to finish watching 'Boys over Flower'. It's a nice drama but some scenes in the show is way too romantic. Personally, i think i am much more into this korea version compared to the Taiwan version few years back.

Finally, i chopped off my very long hair to a shorter length. Feeling cooler yet i really miss my hair previously.

Till then, pals!

Fanny, Happy Birthday!

2009-07-16T04:05:00.008+08:00

Hair in a mess, make up almost gone, heavy crew bag. All these doesn't stop me from heading down to my best batchgirl and friend Birthday Chalet after i touch down from flight at almost 1am. Lovesssss...!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR FRIEND!

Mentioned previously i'll upload my pet dog birthday photos, there you go pals. Not much photos, and as usual Ajay look emo. He hate to take photos!

Happy 4th Birthday

2009-07-14T12:04:00.003+08:00

This post is specially for my pet dog, Ajay. Happy Birthday my dear boy, mummy love you!! *MUACKS*
Gonna have a mini celebration with my family later on and shall post photos up soon.

Collection 2

2009-07-09T00:50:00.009+08:00

Watch out for April's blogshop
for the second collection of all her lovely clothings! Launching in 2 days time.

Personally, i love this collection alot. *wink*

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Due to shortage of cash, i joined in a competition.

and upon seeing all the other contestants, i think chances of me getting into Top 20 is very difficult. Too many pretty girls already. There goes my $1000 cash =(
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Aline's puppy..Bubble, the Westie is CUTE and has got a very sweet temper.

I sleep too much

2009-07-07T02:12:00.002+08:00

I slept too much this noon and i cannot sleep now. For the past one hour, i am reading my past blog entries since October 2007 and looking through photos.
I ask myself do i still hate HIM? My answer is YES! I do not know when i can forgive him. In my entire 25 years of living, i've never hate a person so much, so much till i cannot explain.

My blog have become very wordys nowadays, i don't feel like posting any photo up lately because i think i look ugly. I have been visiting too many pretty girls blog and really envy all of them having big eyes, sharp nose and flawless skin.
When will be my turn to be like one of them?

This entry might sound as if i am in a very bad mood and feeling very low, infact i am not feeling that bad. It's just i am just ultra not contented with my life and my looks. Well, afterall its late night and humans get emo easily at this hour.
I shall go to bed and STOP comparing myself with others. It's harmful....

Inhuman act

2009-07-04T22:54:00.007+08:00

Came across an article on STOMP and i am very disturbed by it. Totally inhuman act!

"A stray dog was found with one of its hind paws severed and its leg stripped of flesh and skin, right down to the bone. Apparently it had lost its leg to an illegally laid trap....."

What is there such inhuman people around? Animals already cannot speak, they cannot complain their unhappiness and express their happiness through words like us human. Why do all these evil people cannot just spare them a life? Being a stray isn't a simple thing and yet all these sickos out there still want to torture or even take away life all these poor innocent animals.

I feel really upset towards this poor dog, i wish i know who is the person who did this cruel act to her and kick that person to hell!

PLEASE STOP HURTING ALL THESE ANIAMLS, GIVE THEM LOVE!

I should buck up

2009-06-24T22:10:00.002+08:00

Working seems to be very meaningless to me currently, all because of pay cut. I know i shouldn't be feeling this way as it bring down my moral.
I should adjust myself, adjust everything of my life back to how it use to be. It's very difficult, too difficult till i cannot breathe.

Another thing is, I don't wish to be drag into alot of things that doesn't concern me, i feel very terrible being sandwitch, i am trying my very best to be a good friend, a soul mate. Lately, i realise i should not have done alot of things out of good will because everything doesn't concern me and yet all the blames are push to me.
I should learnt to be fair to myself.
I really hope everything just gonna be really over and i want peace back.

I am having some problems, i tried to seek advise from April and Judy, they have been really good to hear me out. At the end of the day, i know i am the only person who can save myself. I WANT TO GET OUT OF IT!

It's open

2009-06-23T19:23:00.003+08:00

April's blogshop is offically open! Please support and spread your words around to all your ladies friends if they are looking for good quality, fashionable and affordable clothings.

Click here
to enter her shop.

Cutest ever

2009-06-21T20:21:00.004+08:00

This little cutie melt my heart.... I happened to see it at Pets safari yesterday.

Hope the person who brought it down will take good care of it.

7 days pass very fast and tomorrow i have to go back to work.
Dear god, can i extend my leave for another week? hehee....

.the singing,the drinking and the water smoke.

2009-06-16T11:59:00.003+08:00

Out for the whole day meeting up with my 2 favourite girls.
Lunch with April at Paragon

KTV session again..

Judy brought along her polariod camera.

Evening time, Judy went off to meet her friends. Therefore me n April decided to head down to Haji lane for dinner followed by shisha and drinking session.

Looking forward for more chilling out sessions!

Support my best friend online shop

2009-06-12T17:56:00.007+08:00

There will be an online shop opening soon, it's created by my best friend. Please show some support! I am the model she use for all her clothings.

Click here
to enter her shop.

Here's some sneak preview

Stay tune for more updates on affordable yet babelicious clothings!

Beside fashionable clothings, there's Facial Mask from Taiwan for sale too.

I personally have tried these masks before and was amaze by the result. My all time favourite will be the BLACK PEARL MASK. Instant result for fairer and radiance skin. Thumbs up!

Next monday onwards i am on a week annual leave, so friends date me out! I miss all of you!!

To Amanda: Hey sista, how come your blog become private and you never send me invitation to view it! Zap you!!!! O_o

W-ii

2009-06-09T11:56:00.003+08:00

So addicted to W-ii games currently.

I played for almost 3 hours yesterday night.. and now my both arms are aching! Me and another 2 friends laughed very loud while playing boxing game and we took videos of each other. I look like a crazy woman in all the videos. Hahaa! Wait till i receive all the videos from my friend and i will post some up to show you guys.

I did a photoshoot yesterday and it's super tiring! I changed for don't know how many set of clothings and weather was super hot!! It took almost 4 hours to finish and i was totally shagged out. Same goes for the poor photographer. We had our first meal at 4pm!!
I believe as long as those photos turn out to be good, all the sweat and energy we put in will be worthwhile.

"我们隔得太远太远
多喜欢你从来不会说
多在乎你到底懂不懂.."

Yippy! My Pet Society

2009-06-07T14:16:00.005+08:00

Pet Society on facebook is one of my Top favourite game now! Check out the cosy house i build for my pet.

This is my pet..(sorry didn't bath it.. =P)

Living Room

Bathroom

Kitchen

Bedroom

I am still in the process of decorating a better and prettier house day by day.
How i wish i am staying in such a house in real life.

I want to understand myself more.

2009-06-04T21:51:00.004+08:00

Why i cannot let go of all my troubles and be trouble free again? I want to understand myself more, i want to know why am i so troubled when i shouldn't be behaving this way. I hate to be trap in a situation when i know the result is negative yet i tried to find lots of excuses inorder not to accept the fact.
I AM A LIAR! I AM NOT HONEST TO MYSELF!!
I will be strong like before to pass through this current stage of my life without any help from people. Alot of times i have a very strong urge to call my best friend, tell her my problem and release all the stress i had in me.. but i didn't. I held back everytime. I choose to talk to my dog because i know he will not say out my secret.
I am a weirdo. I am timid. I am totally pissed off with myself.
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Few days ago after work, i get too bored while waiting for pat.. i took this photo.

And today...... When there's too many traffic red lights on the road, my brother and mum are busy talking among themselves.

I am not in the mood to wear colourful clothings lately, been wearing black or those darker tone colour.

Big Breakfast

2009-05-29T13:06:00.005+08:00

I ate my favourite breakfast this morning and..... my mum paid for it! =D

May is ending soon and i will be looking forward to mid June. I am on leave!!!! More parties, eating and shopping. WOOOOHOOOO!!

I have been figuring out why my laptop cannot play l4d. Whenever i click on the application, the game is not loading at all.
My laptop is much better compared to my brother yet his can play! Nobody is at home to help me solve my problem. I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS THE PROBLEM!

its not what i want

2009-05-24T15:33:00.002+08:00

whatever it is, its not what i expect. I am lost.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR GAL

2009-05-22T21:17:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to Aline!! *CHEERSSSSSsssss*

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I am feeling super stress for the past 3 days due to my recurrent. Really glad everything is OVER now and i am trouble free once again.

During break time..

Lastly, A big thanks to you for sending me to Alteon everyday, sorry for any inconvenience cause. =)

Nervous

2009-05-18T19:42:00.002+08:00

I cannot stop feeling nervous.. i have this pre-exam sympton since young. Good luck to me, hope i will be able to pass.

Re-current is so much stressful compared to last time. ARH~!!

O Bar

2009-05-14T16:09:00.004+08:00

Been ages since i visit O bar. If linda, kate and fanny could join us in yesterday, it will be hell fun~!

Cheers to our lovely friendship!

This is my favourite photo of yesterday night.

All because drinks over there was cheap, i had at least 7 tequila shots plus a few glasses of martell dry. After drinking all these alcohol into my stomach, i don't even have the energy to dance and went into a deep sleep. Hahahaa~
Thank god, Aline is still sober and been there looking after me and Pat.

I feel sorry for you guys

2009-05-11T11:12:00.002+08:00

"You all" probably have got nothing much better to do in your life, therefore everyday you will go and imagine some imaginary stuffs and backstab me. Well, just go ahead and at the end of the day, it's not me who suffer. Alot of people out there are not as blind as you all.
You guys can continue to backmouth and backstab me to all my friends but sorry to say, nobody will ever believe you all.
Whatever is happening currently, it's all linked up.
I am really waiting to see what nonsenses you guys will come up with and that will add to another collection of 'funniest joke of the century'.

The more you tried to bring me down, the more i will be strong.

A hot sunny Sunday

2009-05-03T22:12:00.007+08:00

My mum, Brother and myself brought him to ECP for a walk. The last time he went ECP was 3+ years ago hahaha~

On the way...

At ECP..

We didn't stay there for too long because weather was really hot and i am afraid he couldn't take too much of the heat. He slept all the way in the aircon room once we reach home. He's a very happy dog today!

I have got SEP re-current in 2 weeks time and i haven't study anything yet. Everytime i see that SEP book, i feel so sleepy.......and i totally have got no mood to study.

When we are OFF

2009-04-29T21:40:00.004+08:00

Head down to town when i am off yesterday. Lunch, manicures and Shopping! Weeee~

Had fun with these 2 girls, hope there's another outing for us soon!

It should not be this way..

2009-04-25T21:08:00.002+08:00

Misunderstandings start when both parties assume things here and there themselves. Neither one willing to talk things out peacefully and sort out the problem.
This is very unhealthy and after giving some serious thoughts, i WILL make the first move. I don't like it when i did not do or say anything and people mistaken me and start to hate me. This is totally unfair! I am prepared for the best and the worst situation that could happen, i just wish to clear out whatever misunderstanding there is hanging around till now.
Just hope the other party is mature enough to talk things out peacefully and won't brush me off because of hate towards me.

Do not add me!

2009-04-21T22:24:00.002+08:00

Hate guys who add me on msn without my permission! As i always do not know who is adding me on MSN and would believe those got my MSN address will be friends i know in real or probably my classmates during school days. Who knows.............all is those irritating guys out there.
I DO NOT LIKE all these people whom i don't know trying to chat up with me, ask for my phone number, ask about where i stay etcs...... I DO NOT GO OUT WITH people online!!!! I don't want any stalker to appear in my life, i will be scare.

I will only befriend with people i know in real from the start and feel comfortable with. That is my attitude in life!

To Kate Ong

2009-04-19T02:23:00.003+08:00

Dear Miss Kate Ong,

Yes la!So nice of you to post my favourite bag photo on your blog and after viewing it, my whole mind is filled with the image again.. and it makes me have an urge to go and buy the bag when the shop open tomorrow! Hmmm.. We are good friends right? why not you make my wish come true for my birthday this year? hahahaha~ i promise i will love you deep deep. =P Start saving $3340 for my present now hohoho!!

From your lovely good friend,
Lena Chia ^_______^

P.S: Finally, i remembered to link you and please go and add a chatbox on your blog.. so i can go and disturb you by writing rubbish whenever i am free.

It's my Besties Month!

2009-04-15T19:13:00.012+08:00

The month of April, a birthday month of my 2 best friends. I love them!

We tried something new, using cake to Yum Sheng. My facial expression is super weird. =X

Bullying my dearest 'lao ma'. =P

Yet.... she love me! haha~

Poor April couldn't escape from the bullying. Used tissue is our weapon.

Had enough of bullying, we fooled around with things around us.

Last but not least, Happy Birthday to Judy and April. Millions of hugs and kisses to both of you!! xoxo

I went Tampines One today and there's a shop that sell all kinds of tibits from Japan. I saw alot of different kinds of pocky. My all time favourite!!
Wanted to get a drink, saw a very cute packaging Qoo and i brought it without checking out the price. I opened it up and want to drink it........ and i realise it's jelly and it cost $4.50!! ^#&#%&$^* -_-" Kanna cheated.. and the 2 friends of mine keep laughing non-stop at me.

The 2 little girls

2009-04-10T22:38:00.004+08:00

Running around, playing catching after dinner with 2 little girls this evening. Not my daughters of course haha~ They are really cute and playing with them makes me feel 20 years younger.

One of the girl use her toy torch light and shine on my face..

Seriously, i had fun today!

you are irritating but i love you.

2009-04-07T20:53:00.003+08:00

Moments ago while i am checking my emails, i heard my mum says: "You steal your mummy clothes again!" turn my back and guess what?! my beloved knows how to open up my cabin bag zip and....... he bite out my t-shirt. &^*&%(%&*$^*$
He is getting more and more cheeky each and everyday, i know he is bored and he is an attention seeker therefore he do all these small actions to let us know he is bored. *Smile* I can never get angry with him because i love him alot, ALOT!

He behave the best when he's tired and sound asleep..

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I am not sleeping very well lately.. Pimples keep poping*1000 on my face!!! Now i have got 2 on my face, one just erupted yesterday like a volcano and i hope it will heal soon without any scar. *praying very hard*
I want to get my clear skin back as soon as possible, feeling so helpless now.

am i askin too much?

2009-04-05T23:11:00.003+08:00

I went to Chanel today once again and check out the bag i want to buy. $3,340.. how i wish i can buy it straight on the spot but i don't want to use credit card so often as before. I will try to use cash as much as possible. Ok, i give myself 3-6 months to make that bag mine. Woohooo!!

Some people might think i am crazy, willing to spent $3k+ to buy a bag.. In my life, i don't know what to look forward to, that's y i always find new thing, target it and buy. I know all those things i buy is not a must but a want, alot of people out there are jobless..having problems with their 3 meals yet i am down here spending money like nobody business.
Looking back, i am very lucky compared to alot of people out there. I've got a job, i always manage to get whatever i want, i have no problem with my 3 meals, i have got friends that love me alot, i have got a complete family but still i feel very empty. Well... maybe i am just asking for too much in life.

various updates

2009-04-05T00:21:00.006+08:00

Late night flight makes me feel like i am going to die anytime. I have very minimum rest for the past two days and today i suppose to go JB but i cannot make it due to i am having very serious headache. =(
Tomorrow is my off day, i shall stay at home and sleep.

Last week or so, i had a great dinner with patricia and linda. It's better compared to Seoul Garden.

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April fools day, i went to a colleague farewell party at Clark Quay.

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My handphone is going to retire anytime soon, recently i am checking out on which phone i should get. I don't like touchscreen phone but it seems like lately those i am intersted in is all touchscreen ones. Sianzzz...

Pals, any suggestion for me which one should i buy?

Stop acting childish

2009-03-29T10:56:00.002+08:00

To whom it may concern: You are older then me, yet you behave like a kid. Your childish behaviour pissed me off totally. I keep quiet and tolerant you and your action all because i don't wish to be as childish as you. I don't disturb you, so please don't disturb me. You don't like me i cannot force you to like me, vice-versa.
Bad mouthing other people doesn't make you a better person, please wake up your mind and mind your own business.
Stop all your jealousy and reflect on yourself!

Welcome to KL

2009-03-24T01:25:00.010+08:00

My first KL trip was a good one! Due to it's my first time to KL in my whole life, i am very excited! Crews was nice enough to bring me for shopping trip at Mid Valley and i couldn't stop buying new clothings and shoes because everywhere is on SALE and my damage within a few hours........ RM$500+. =D
Of cause, we went for an hour massage to pamper ourselves.

Wanted to take more photos but was too busy shopping away hehe...

Due to limited time, we went out straight after checking in the hotel.

Its lunch time! Delicious thai foods, refreshing lemongrass drink..YUMYUM! We ordered quite alot of foods and finished everything. This is what we call happiness haha~

Empty bird cages hanging around the Thai Restaurant as decoration.

I like this signboard design and was thinking if it can be printed on a T-shirt, i will sure buy it!

The whole shopping mall is bigger than Suntec city. This is only a part of it..
We look very tired after shopping and lunch.

The last photo i took before heading back..

Patricia was with us as well but she refused to take any photos, she only wanted to be the photographer hahaha!!

Straight after i came back, i didn't get any off day. Ultra tiring..

My bed is calling for me already, zzzzzzzz...........

Chanel

2009-03-20T20:46:00.004+08:00

Owning a Chanel bag has always been on my mind. Alot of ladies love 2.55 to the max but for me i find it too mature for my age. I am in love with these 2 bags!!

The above 2 photos is i grab from websites. I have been doing calculation of how many months must i save up to buy these 2 bags and been thinking which to buy first. Meanwhile, i shall continue dreaming....

Am off to KL tomorrow early morning! Yippy~~ I've got dearest xiao hong and Pat with me. Happiness filled the air!! Will be back with photos =D

bored me.

2009-03-18T20:38:00.006+08:00

Haven't been posting much photos on my blog lately.. i misplaced my camera and i have been searching high and low for it. Finally, i found it in one of my bag.. trying very hard to recall how did it ended up in that bag of mine but it seems like my brain is still not functioning very well and i look very retard lately.. even my smile is retard. =O

My brother introduce me to an online game HOTEL626

He was telling me how scary it is and ask me to give it a try.. well.. it didn't scare me off. If you guys are interested, can giv it a try.. Although the game is available to play between the hours of 6PM and 6AM only, you can change your computer clock to let you in immediately.
Try turning off your room lights and pluck in your earpieces. A 'brand new' experience is waiting for you.

Watching movies online has become one of my latest hobby. Watched 'Marley and Me'. Thumbs up for this show!!

I was thinking since i am off for 2 days, i shall watch 'Coming Soon' after i finish blogging. I love horror movies.. YEAH!!

I am counting down to my pay day!

mamasan

2009-03-13T01:27:00.002+08:00

My team flying CSC this month is like a mamasan! Yes, she is very nice and a great friend of mine but why She like to introduce guys to me?? Previously intro her bf friends, Today worst.. randomly go and chit chat with one passenger and keep trying so hard to introduce him to me. I was shocked by her action and don't know how to react, therefore i keep myself very busy.
Told her thousands and million times, i don't need her to intro any guys to me and i am totally not interested BUT she still continue to be so hyper. How can i stop her?? Cannot bring myself to get angry with her afterall i am someone who will never get angry with my friends..

Maybe i should just lie to her i've got a bf so she can give me a break hahaha!!

Why must be like this?

2009-03-11T12:37:00.004+08:00

How i wish i can seal up some people mouthes and make them stop gossiping. Why must they make up stories of their own?! Why must they ask my close friends about my personal stuff and trying so hard to find out whether i got a boyfriend anot and who am i dating. I am very disappointed and upset with everything.. if they really want to know what is happening, why can't they ask me? If you are my friend and trust me, upon hearding any rumors and you wish to know what's going on, COME AND ASK ME DIRECTLY! I have got nothing to hide, i will speak the truth. I AM NOT DATING OR HAVING AFFAIR WITH ANYBODY WORKING UPFRONT!!!!!!!!!
I hate people to downgrade me. I hate people to disturb my friends. I hate people to believe whatever stories they heard about me and spread it around.

Can all these people spare me a life? Why must a simple friendship of mine become so complicated? =(

Rest

2009-03-02T22:49:00.003+08:00

After working 3 days straight of long flights, my whole body aches.. pimples popping out on my face! ANGRY!!! Just discovered a small pimple trying to fight its way out on my nose.
Praying so hard today my standby will be safe, thank god.. it came true!

I don't need anything right now, all i want is REST!REST!REST! so those irritating pimples can get out of my face. I feel like telling them my face don't welcome them, please find another location hahahahaha!!

Found something interesting online, using my chinese name to analyse my character, how's my life gonna be in this year and my love life. Very accurate for most of it!

谢珊珊的內在想法
*個性深沉、有主見，不容易被他人左右想法
*心思細膩，脾氣溫和，不會輕易動怒，比較沉得住氣
*完全主義者，凡事要求盡善盡美
*會掩飾真實的一面，不容易被他人看透
*很有自我的個性，是個令人難以掌握的女孩子

谢珊珊的外在行為
*外表看起來自信堅強，但其實很容易被閒言閒語所傷，但不會表現出來
*靭性很強，遇到麻煩事也不會被擊倒
*表面上會接受他人的意見，但內心是堅持自己的
*有時很悲觀、跳不出自己的框框
*即時知道自己做錯了，還會硬錯到底，死不悔改

谢珊珊的感情分析
*未來是個賢內助，對於另一半非常照顧呵護
*嚮往家庭生活，有老公的疼愛及可愛的小孩是最大的心願
*對感情很心軟、容忍度很高，除非對方劈腿、太過份，否則不會輕易分手
*性愛上很配合另一半的需求，懂得討對方歡心
*天生的感情變化雖然較少，但若有波折就非常痛心

谢珊珊的今年桃花運
*桃花運80分，而且是好桃花居多
*身邊的朋友或是許久不見的老朋友，有可能就是你的對象
*主動出擊的成功率較大，千萬別默默暗戀著

谢珊珊的流年運勢
整體運勢
好運的開始，有機會展露頭角。
貴人很多，有問題總是可以迎刃而解。

工作運勢
工作上有好機會讓你發揮實力。
若有調職或是轉職的機會不要放棄。

金錢運勢正財運蠻旺的，薪水漲了不少。偏財運也有，可以做些理財小投資。

感情運勢單身者可遇到家境不錯的對象。
有對象者兩人在今年過得不錯，可以享受人生。

健康運勢
以前的小毛病如果一直拖著不管，在今年會容易發作。

Thanks to Judy for introducing this to me. =)

The Chalet

2009-02-26T20:22:00.005+08:00

Gathering at Chalet with all my lovely friends is one of the best thing in my life. My 2 days off was well spent! Not necessary to invite lots of people over, just a handful of fun ones is good enough.

My March roster is out, got a good roster, team flying with Really nice crews! Feel so blessed and motivated to work even i've got flights that i don't like.

For the past 48 hours, i only slept for 5 hours. Time is always not enough when i'm off. Tomorrow onwards, 3 days long flight, standby followed by one long flight again. Shag!

Vote for me

2009-02-20T11:31:00.005+08:00

Last year, i was selected to join a small online competition and to my surprise i won, walking away with $100 nails spa voucher. Thinking about it hahahaa... i received the voucher and i still haven't use it yet. Anyway, the voucher has expired. -_______-" Joined the competition was purely because out of curious.

Now, i am selected again for the final round competing with 11 pretty girls. I am far too ugly compared to them. Don't think i will win because i just use a very simply photo of mine whereas the rest they provide studio photos. I am able to win the other time it's already miracle!

Please kindly vote for me over here Belumni

Simply select my name on the left side and press vote. Each person can only vote once, so far only have got 5 kind peeps vote for me hahahahaaa~

Many thanks, loves and kisses to those who vote for me!

One manicurist asked me the other day why didn't i join the School Belle competition organised by Mediacrop. Obviously, she thought i am still a student. All these competitions are just not for me, appearing on the TV is just like a nightmare to me.

I am enjoying my 2 days off currently. Cannot wait for my pay to credit into my account tonight. I want to feel rich again hahaha~

Hanging on.. getting weaker.

2009-02-17T09:58:00.002+08:00

This morning i woke up earlier then my normal timing. I feel like dialing operation number to report sick for my flight today. I am not sick, just that i am feeling very mentally tired. Thinking of hours later i have to wear that uniform of mine, tie that stupid hair of mine, apply nail polish, putting on make up all pissed me off.
After several struggling, FINALLY i decided... i should not report sick. No matter how unprepare how unwilling to go to work, i will go. I choose to be in this job, i must be responsible towards it. Furthermore, now jobs are hard to find anywhere.
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I really cannot understand how can people find their gf/bf over the internet? I have tried to figure out for long but still i couldn't find an answer. Maybe i think too much.. Everyday i receive messages from unknown guys all over facebook telling me how much they want to know me, trying hard to get my phone number etcs.. CRAP!

Few months back till now, I am ultra panic every now and then, i don't know what to do or what can i do to bring my life back to normal. All because i have a crush on someone. I do not wish to know he likes me anot, i want to keep forcing myself to stop liking him. I can do it!

My very good friend she seems to be very busy lately, eversince she got herself a new boyfriend. I really miss her! I want to tell her how i am feeling now, what is on my mind.

Thanks peeps!

2009-02-16T16:27:00.003+08:00

Thanks to all who show concern for me after they read my last post. I am alright now as i have sorted out my mind and sort things out with people concerned. Feel so much better!! Some may think there's no need for me to sort things out and leave it alone will be perfectly fine but my point of view is, i don't want any embarrassments within my inner self. I don't want people to think i behave the same whether i am drunk or not. As least now i did my part and go with what i think i need to do, i won't feel bad. Now, i cannot be bothered with how many people gonna believe me. They can say whatever they want, as long as lovely people around me and myself know what kind of person am i, it's enough.

Sidetrack abit before i end, watched a talkshow on tv the other day. Topic is 'Girls wooing guy they fancy'. I really admire girls who dare to express their feelings to the guy they like. They don't care whether they will get rejected anot and go all out for it. *RESPECT*
I will never be able to do that, i am scare of rejection, i am scare of unable to face the other person after being rejected, i am scare of the other person will think i am throwing myself to him. I got no confidences at all when comes to love. I rather let chances slip through than might ended up making a fool of myself.

I am not happy

2009-02-14T03:14:00.002+08:00

My whole mind is messed up! A moment of playfulness leads me to troubles. I will never betray myself but how many people will choose to believe me truthfully. I feel so worried, so scare and so insecure out of the sudden. I hate to be struck in such a situation which is beyond my control. What i am going to go through is worst then getting zapped during work.
I have got lots of say, i want to explain myself for what had happened, i don't want people to change their mindset of me base on their or other's thinking and words. I am definely not an attention seeker, i just want to be low profile and simple.
I might be very playful and open at times but i know my limit, i know where to put a full-stop.
I want to vent all my unhappiness out!!!

D&D of the Year!

2009-02-13T19:24:00.009+08:00

My company Dinner and Dance was held yesterday, had too much drinks, ended up i was quite drunk and cannot remember clearly what i have said and done throughout the whole night, everything was blur.
Had a very serious hangover this morning, simply hate the feeling.

Sorted out photos i took last night, some i don't even remember i took the photo. Hahaha!!

Alot of the photos, i look like a koala bear hugging on people. =P

My lovely batchgirls!

More photos..

I am so lazy to email out these photos to individual.........zzzzzz!!

Wat an exciting day

2009-02-07T21:51:00.002+08:00

Had a real stressed up afternoon. Thanks to all those people who love to counter report sick. When they know they are activated for certain people flight, they report sick. I never know a person can fall sick within a few minutes when they are still alive and kicking before they get called up.
I cannot control my anger but get really angry and upset when i know the chances of me getting activated is 95% because of all those people. This is not the first time within these few days this kind of shit happens on me. I am very tired because i have a very minimum rest due to my flight delayed yesterday.
Count myself really lucky for today cos another girl replaced me in the end!

Tomorrow is my only miserable day off.

Happy Birthday Everybody!

2009-02-01T19:00:00.002+08:00

CHEERS to everybody! Today is the 7th day of Chinese New Year, according to the chinese, its human birthday. According to chinese tradition, we must eat Yu Sheng to have more money in this new year. Throughout all these days, my family never fail to eat Yu Sheng.

I miss prawning!

2nd day of CNY~

2009-01-27T15:09:00.006+08:00

How's ang bao collecting my dearest readers? Well.... Mine was not as good as last year.
My first day, i spent most of the time at home eating all the CNY junk foods, hearing my 2 aunts screaming at my dog because he keep following them whenever they go and listening to my mother about how what numbers she's going to buy for her 4D. Hahahaha~

I really like this blue shirt of mine~

Night time, we went to watch movie and after that i head off to airport. Meet up with Aline and wait for zhu papa to land from Tpe. Close to midnight, we went up to zhu ah gong house to bai nian.

My eyes was so red after the movie session..

Today is the second day of CNY, there's no plan yet till now. My whole family is out and the poor me have to stay at home to look after Ajay. Now, i am waiting for them to come home and see whether there's anymore red packets for me hehee!!

Pris uploaded those photos we took and tagged me on facebook. Thanks babe!

HAPPY COW YEAR!

2009-01-26T00:12:00.004+08:00

Wishing all my readers a very Happy Chinese New Year! May all of you collect more red packets. CHEERS~~

2 girls of mine are finally back from Paris and Japan, we meet up for an early Chinese New Year reunion. Love them!

Pris babe, tag me more photos of ours in facebook after you have uploaded yeah!

Falling asleep soundly........ I believe this photo was secretly taken by Judy hehe..

We hang around till 5am in the morning. Very seldom, i will stay out till so late outside. Age is catching up, no longer able to tell myself the night is still young.

Admit my dog is cute

2009-01-23T00:05:00.004+08:00

In every owner eyes, their dog is the cutest thing ever created in this world! The same goes for me...

wagging his tail..

I love him to the max!

幸福！

2009-01-22T01:30:00.002+08:00

Japanese food is one of my favourite~ I love mushroom yakitori!

Chinatown is so packed with people today! Regret heading over there, Aline and myself walk and walk till our legs cannot take it anymore, worst still we couldn't find any places to sit down, ended up we sit at bus stop........

I've 7 days more to go before i go back to work. Hope time pass slowly..

April is my love!

2009-01-21T00:53:00.004+08:00

Judy is away to NYC, April and myself went for a movie date.. watched Ong Bak 2 and i am really impressed by how the main actor, he can fight from the beginnin of the show till end. POWER!

Before show start, we went for a cheap and good western food dinner.

Currently, Judy banned me from buying anymore new bags, she say i can only buy after march!!! I will be good and listen to her, because i love my best friend!
So.......... my dear Palermo please wait for me, i promise i will bring you home in March. *wink*

The Bayshore

2009-01-20T15:47:00.007+08:00

Totally tired to the max after attending Sandro's Birthday Party at his house. We are making alot of noise, the security guard came up but.......... we didn't stop. It was fun!

Look at their T-shirt wordings..

The Vietnamese Gang lolx

I become the poor victim of Sandro! He lifted me up without much effort, so scary~

Ended the party with all these crazy photos of these guys!

I am having a sore throat now due to too much screaming and shouting last time. Will upload more photos from others camera when i receive from them.

What a Team Building

2009-01-15T23:39:00.008+08:00

Went down to chalet after flight today where the team building event was held.

When we reach there, those crews that are scheduled for this event had already started playing games, everyone of them looks very tired.
Weather was H.O.T and i really respect them to be so supportive to every games the management organised.

Very free people.. betting their luck on a game of Mahjong.

I am bored, luckily i've got them!

Yesterday, i went out shopping alone. One word to describe, SHIOK. Why? because I have all the freedom to buy whatever things i want without anybody stopping me.
Well..... my mum nagged at me again, telling me my cupboard will burst anytime soon.

2 more days of work and I WILL BE ON LEAVE!! *Yippy~*

Reflect

2009-01-13T22:26:00.002+08:00

Today i did something carelessly and probably it will lead to gossips. I am very close to this guy and all along i treat him as my big brother, we can click very well and we can chat about anything under the sun.
He called me this late noon and told me he was activated for one of my upcoming flight, and because i am in the office doing some standby shit, i went out and continue talking on the phone. While i am busy chatting away, two of his same ranking collegues walked pass me and start to tease me. One of the guy is his close friend therefore i passed my phone to him asking him whether he want to talk to his friend anot.

My 'brother' then say i shouldn't have pass the phone to his good friend cos there is another guy around and he's a gossiper, might go around spreading rumor. Afterall, people always think that he is a flirt. After awhile, i start to get worried and have been thinking what if people are spreading things around saying i am having affair with my 'brother', how should i react?
He's not my boyfriend or whatever, we are just close friends. I know his darkest secret, who he's dating but i cannot betray my friend just because i want to clear my name. This act is too cruel for me!
Now, all i can do is pray hard rumors don't spread. People can say anything but not this, i will get really upset. I have my worries that i cannot mention here, friendship to me is very important.

Lately, i realise how scary rumors are.. especially those that are not true.
I am a very open person, i can be-friend with alot of people but just because i am working in a very gossipy environment, i cannot tell people which guy(normal straight guy) i am close to, who i am in contact with outside work, if not i am finding trouble for myself and the other person.

I should add one more new year resolution which is... THOSE PEOPLE IN MY COMPANY STOP HAVING THAT MINDSET OF THEIRS OF A GUY AND A GIRL IS CLOSE MEANS THEY ARE DATING.

Getting abit emo now.............

Candid shots

2009-01-10T01:55:00.004+08:00

Logged into my Facebook account and decided to save some photos that Kate tagged me for our last Batam trip. Most of it are candid shot. The most natural side of us.

I want to go holiday alone, take plane alone, check in hotel alone, walk around the streets alone.. i have never done it before and i think it's really nice for me to explore everything by myself. Bangkok will be the best ideal destination. But......... I AM SCARE LA!! My mum will probably 'kill' me for that too..
Should i just give it a try since i am on leave again next Sunday onwards.

Be positive!

2009-01-07T16:15:00.002+08:00

Very horrible DPS flight on the 4th. What done cannot be undone, even its said nobody is at fault but i do blame myself for making stupid mistake and upset people. Apologised sincerely, very glad at the end of the day no hard feelings involved. I was lucky to meet alot of understanding people in life. I've learnt my mistake and promise myself i will not repeat it again. The whole incident really upset me for at least 2 days.
I am alright now. =)

Too many things said are simply rubbish and most of the time it does not concern their life at all. I decided to work more, buy things that i like for myself, am i wrong? Such a small matter, i don't see a need for people to talk about it.
Whichever way i want to spent my money, is my problem. I don't steal or rob afterall.

I will still be ME, knowing what i want in life and use my own ability to achieve it. Mix with people that i think they are really sincere to me, share my happiness, my sadness with them.

快乐小孩

2009-01-04T13:05:00.004+08:00

A simple Saturday with my love brighten up my day. Happiness feels the air~

These few days, one of my best friend just ended a relationship with her guy. This guy should just move on with his life and STOP pestering my bestie. Everything is over means over, don't try to turn back time. No use!

Guys always don't know what a girl want, everytime they just assume things by themselves and most of all they are selfish! YUCKS~

Happy 2009!

2009-01-01T12:21:00.002+08:00

It's a brand new year, what is your new year resolution?

Here's mine:

1)Start saving money monthly
2)Gain more weights
3)Good health
4)Become prettier
5)People around me stay happy and rich everyday
6)Ajay maintain to be as how he is now
7)Bring my whole family for a holiday trip

I will work hard towards my year 2009 new year resolution!

Wanna wish everybody A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Shoulder ache..

2008-12-28T01:55:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, i woke up with a sharp pain on my shoulder, forced myself to get out of bed and went for a bath. Couldn't shampoo my hair normally, whenever i tried to lift up my hands, i can feel my veins on my shoulder and back are all pulling very tightly.
I bear all the pain, finish bathing and I WENT TO WORK! In the past, i would have just report sick be it a long or short flight.
Now, money is my main concern. If i report sick, my hours will drop, my hours drop means my pay will be pathetic especially during months when i am on leave.

Next month i am on leave again and i don't have a good roster. Luckily i've got one TPE end of the month, one of my favourite flight. Still trying to change my 4 sectors away for another TPE.

Today is my off day and i stay at home the whole day watching "Little Nyonya" on MOBTV, only left with the last episode to complete the whole show.. When they gonna upload it? Can't wait.....

Bed time now, good night people!

Merry X'mas!

2008-12-24T13:39:00.002+08:00

Wishing all my readers MERRY CHRISTMAS and A HAPPY NEW YEAR~ May all your wishes come true and good health always!

I am going to celebrate my X'mas eve and day with irritating old woman and 2 guys that i don't like to work with, i will not talk to either one of them because i know once i start talking to them, one of them will try to override me and the other will tell me his love story which i am not interested at all.
Feeling emo now =( The only motivation will be my PUR.

Bolt

2008-12-22T00:08:00.006+08:00

Have you guys watch 'Bolt' yet? If not, go and watch it! My personal opinion is 'Twilight' is not as nice as 'Bolt'. Maybe due to I am not someone who's into love story movies.

Been many years i took photos with X'mas lights along Orchard road. Very happy that today i get the chance. Felicia is my partner in crime haha...

Today there's alot of people wearing this tiny x'mas hat on their head, therefore me and Feli decided to get one too. It's actually a hair clip..too bad there's only gold colour left.. red ones all sold out.

I don't have to take bus home alone today. Yeah~

X'mas is round the corner, do you guys have any X'mas wish? I do have one, a very simple one. It's a secret.. shhhhhh~ I will only tell Santa =X

Ajay cannot jump at all from yesterday night till now, his legs must be in pain again.. poor doggy! Hope he's well by tomorrow.

Money not enough

2008-12-21T00:53:00.002+08:00

Every month when i receive my credit cards bill, i will start to feel stress and everytime i will tell myself it's time to stop spending so much money, yet i fail to do so. Maybe i should termiate all my cards or ask my mum to keep them for me and use cash and nets purely.

This month, i need to pay $800+ of bills and that's not the end. Upcoming, a $2K bill will come.. April's Bf is coming back from Paris and i need to pay him $400 for my LV pouch! Damn it, i think all my pay and my pathetic savings will be gone before year 2009. =(

I really need somebody to STOP me from buying branded goods! STOP me from entering branded boutique. STOP me from taking taxi whenever i feel lazy, STOP me from going to KTV so often etcs.. Who can help me??!!
Glad that i never swipe my card to buy another LV bag few days ago else i think i will be more emo when i receive the bill.
Now i truely understand what my mum always said, the more i earn, the more i spent. Even if i earn $10K a month, it will still not enough. The only solution for me is STOP buying so many things! PLEASE MOTIVATE ME!!!!!!!!!

Batam.. Batam..

2008-12-19T15:08:00.024+08:00

Super tired after my Batam trip yesterday. Weather super hot over there!
Some photos i took throughout my trip.

Departing..

After an hour of ride, we finally reach.

Head off for a 3hours massage plus body scrub. It is very affordable, only SGD$24!

Seafood feast time!!

There's actually a shark in one of the pond. >.<"

Candid shots during our dinner..

All of us are too hungry! Finished everything..

After filling our stomach.. we start to take funny photos. FUN!

Our hair all messed up by the wind over there..

Last few photos before we leave our dinner place.

Me and Kate got bitten by SHARK. lol

7 of us pay only around $100 for the meal. Very cheap!

Before we leave Batam, we went for some shoppings. Nothing much to buy over there..

I've found A&W over there, use to be my fav fastfood. Was quite sad when it toally disappear in Singapore.

What is these 2 guys doing outside A&W? =P

Kate, Myself and Fanny shopping bags of the day.

Reach Singapore close to midnight yesterday. Got sea sick on my way back, hate the feeling. I've slept for close to 11hours since last night to replenish back my energy.

I am on leave!

2008-12-17T23:00:00.013+08:00

I want to congrats my younger brother for passing his driving license today! Weeee~ Well done dude! Just one try and you passed, i am so proud of him!

Currently, i am on one week leave. I have been going out everyday, my bank account money is running super low.. Luckily pay day is near the corner.

JB is like my second home, i went there again.

Had french food for dinner and i am quite surprise that over there has got such a nice resturant. Fall in love with the place immediately.

Super big menu

The mini kitchen..

See how small the salt and pepper container..

Our foods..

X'mas tree!

There is a very nice corner to sit and relax after dinner. The toilet is pretty cool as well. Everything over there just attracts me.

I think this is a very nice place to go for a candle light dinner date. Guys bring your girlfriend there and i believe she will love it! Kind of pity, because i went with a girl haha..
I do not have the address for this resturant, will try my best to get it and post it up here the next time.

Meet up with Pris today for shopping and after that i went to meet April and Judy for dinner.. April secretly took a photo of me, i was so into a conversion over the phone with my mum. A little secret, the way i hold a chopstick is the same as how i hold a pen. -___________-

I've received X'mas present from Pris, April and Judy! Love their present to the max! A big hug for you girls~ Hope you all like my present too.. =)

Heading off to Batam tomorrow early morning, once i am back i will post photos up. It's my first time there, feeling excited now! Hope everything goes smoothly~

cruel act

2008-12-12T18:34:00.002+08:00

Just read an article on today chinese newspaper.
A pregnant cat tummy was cut open by some cruel human out there and when it was found by residents living around Chua Chu Kang area, it was still alive but laying in a pool of blood.
The kitten died in it's mummy tummy and the mother cat was badly injuried and has lost too much blood therefore the vet decided to put it to sleep.

Why is there such inhuman person living in this world? Animals are just like us, they have blood and feeling. They cannot express their happiness their sadness through words but that doesn't means we can mistreat them. How can that person perform such a cruel act against that poor cat. I am ANGRY!!!! I hate people who abuse animals.

STOP ANIMAL ABUSE!!!

Ajay love tennis!

2008-12-07T15:12:00.004+08:00

My brother gave Ajay a new toy, a tennis ball!

Caught him in action!

I love Ajay deeply! He melt my heart each and everyday.

My dinner yesterday was a great one! Super full~

Happy Birthday Jaslyn!

2008-12-05T14:21:00.002+08:00

Today is Jaslyn's Birthday! Yesterday, a small group of us celebrated for her and she is so happy smiling from ear to ear and keep asking us to help her take photos with her birthday cake and present. Funny girl!

Too sleepy till i never even realised Katherine was sitted opposite the table of us until i heard someone called out for my name. Was very surprise bumping into her yesterday! =)

When i was sleeping very soundly this very early morning, ops called me. I didn't manage to pick up the call on time and when i called them back, was told they found another girl to go for the flight already. Super lucky me!

Craving for alot of foods right now, maybe due to i am hungry. Nobody is at home means i cannot go out, else Ajay will bark and bark. Shall call home delivery for my lunch.

you should have more things to do in life

2008-12-04T00:56:00.005+08:00

I want to dedicate this post specially to this person who don't even dare to post his or her name up on my chattbox. I know you will be reading this post now, you coward! I know who you are but i don't want to expose you. Delete away what you have wrote is not i am hiding anything from my other readers. I just feel that words written by a trash should be in the trash bin. If you are really not so happy with me, stop visiting my blog. Why must you be a coward by hiding who you are and behave so childish over here? Who is the one who's acting innocent? YOU SHOULD KNOW WELL THE BEST!

This is my blog, everything i write is real. Do you think you post what i have done in the past can upset me and make my readers disappointed in me and stop reading my blog? Sorry, i don't think so. I don't deny i do not know how many people actually visit my blog and have read my past entries, but at least i dare to admit my mistake in the public and feel sorry for what i have done. I can say i am REAL, i do not hide the ugly side of me and pretend to be innocent. If people want to look down on me because of my past, it just prove that these people are shallow and do not have a heart of forgiving people mistakes.
I know who are those people around me that really love me for who i am, and who are those who are fake by acting friendly towards me. Being a very straight forward person, i will treat you on how you treat me.

Unless you are as perfect as a god, if you are not, please reflect on yourself on all the sins you have done before you want to comment me. Who is right and who is wrong, its obvious!

I SWEAR i dare to admit i am not acting innocent, i was cheated by a coward in the past and i nearly sink into depression. Who is the real devil, i let my readers decide.

I love Ms Blue

2008-12-02T22:26:00.005+08:00

Had so much fun with ms blue, Priscilla yesterday! Why she call herself ms blue is because she love blue colour. I am ms green, judy is ms red, April is ms black haha!!

This crazy woman flying off to JNB tonight and i hope she won't get eaten up by the lions over there lol!! Come back in one piece ok, my dear.

Judy don't be jealous because we leave you out and had fun. oops~

More photos..

A good piece of news i shall announce! I got a new watch!! A watch i always wanted to buy. Love it deeply!! It's a x'mas gift for myself =D
I've yet to buy presents for my friends, so busy working!!
Real sad that i have to work for this yr x'mas, but nevermind i shall celebrate onboard! Anybody want to join me? hohoho~