sianzz

i was lookin thru birthday photos of people and think back of my birthday this yr. I always love to hv a birthday cake each n every yr. I like the feelins of my love ones sing birthday song for me.. yet, this yr i didn't get a chance. I had waffer with ice cream instead. I am contented enough as at least the one i love was with me for a few hrs. But the action he did after sendin mi home realli hurts mi badly..
I miss those days when he sms n call mi often, miss those nights where we go campin overnight at sentosa.. miss those days i can hold his hands when we go out.
Now, we cannot hold hands becos scare of people saw us. He nv ask mi out often as well.. not to mention abt goin camping at all. Its like a mission impossible.
Today i went town with my aunt, did lots of walkin, wanted to buy lots of nice new clothings but im very broke.. had fish n co for dinner..realised tat the standard dropped alot! will hv double tots again if wanna dine over there.