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This morning my home phone kept ringing non-stop.. one after another. When im tryin very hard to catch more sleep and this situation happens, i realli felt so irriated and piss.. I overheard my mum conversion with the other party on the phone and get to know my grandpa is admitted to hospital and doctor is tryin very hard to save him.. My grandpa is old and since dunno how many yrs ago he cant recongnise anyone of us. My parents had rushed to the hospital now and i juz hope i wun get bad news. Although im not very close to my grandpa but afterall hes still someone in my family and i dun wan anything bad to happen to him. His days are numbered....

I look thru my schedule and realised i had a 5 days work pattern in a row!!!! It starts frm wed onwards. ARH!!! I got manila and jakata flt!! I didnt mean to comments on these 2 countries ppl but its always a headache dealin with them onboard. Language is one barrier and their bags are so HEAVY! They dunno how to lock the toilet door, ladies there dunno how to dispose their mthly 'thingy' at the correct place. OMG~! Its so damn gross!!!!! Men dunno how to pee at the correct place and the whole toilet is in a big fuck mess!

Ajay bathed yest finally and he smells gd now.. i love my Ajay boy alot and hes always the one i wish to kiss n hug whenever i reach home. Dogs are so much better than men. Men are the worst creatures in this world cos they lies, cheat, totally not loyal at all and etcsss..... I had very bad experience with men out there, up till today, frankly speaking.. i find it very diff to totally trust those guys i know. Im very scare of gettin involve in a serious relationship. I know there are some sincere guys out there juz becos of my fear, i turned them down. Now, i would rather stay the way im. Its so much happier although at times im really get disturbed over some matters. I care tats y i over-reacted.