sick...

Bali, might be a heaven for couples out there. Its a beautiful and romantic place BUT.. i simply hate this place. Reason being very simple, i am sick again after operating this flight!!!!! I am real sick this time round. I declare i will not go for any Bali flight in the future.
I went to this 24hrs clinic just now for consulation and the feeling sucks. The last time i went was with someone i once loved alot.. this time round i was all alone. I do not know why, while i am waiting for my turn to see the doctor, my whole mind was in a mess. The memories of my last visit all filled my mind. I HATE IT! Hate it when i still miss that someone who betrayed my trust.. Maybe because i am sick and alone, feeling lonely at that point of time. Adeline called me and told me she saw him, telling me he don't seems to be a bastard with his pleasant outlook. A bastard doesn't need to write I AM A BASTARD on their forehead. I realised those blessed with above average outlook are all BASTARD!
One thing i am quite sure is, i am starting to move on with my life with all my great friends around me. They supported me while i am feeling really lost previously.
I got no choice but i have to report sick for work tomorrow. There goes my money...