Reflect

Today i did something carelessly and probably it will lead to gossips. I am very close to this guy and all along i treat him as my big brother, we can click very well and we can chat about anything under the sun.
He called me this late noon and told me he was activated for one of my upcoming flight, and because i am in the office doing some standby shit, i went out and continue talking on the phone. While i am busy chatting away, two of his same ranking collegues walked pass me and start to tease me. One of the guy is his close friend therefore i passed my phone to him asking him whether he want to talk to his friend anot.

My 'brother' then say i shouldn't have pass the phone to his good friend cos there is another guy around and he's a gossiper, might go around spreading rumor. Afterall, people always think that he is a flirt. After awhile, i start to get worried and have been thinking what if people are spreading things around saying i am having affair with my 'brother', how should i react?
He's not my boyfriend or whatever, we are just close friends. I know his darkest secret, who he's dating but i cannot betray my friend just because i want to clear my name. This act is too cruel for me!
Now, all i can do is pray hard rumors don't spread. People can say anything but not this, i will get really upset. I have my worries that i cannot mention here, friendship to me is very important.

Lately, i realise how scary rumors are.. especially those that are not true.
I am a very open person, i can be-friend with alot of people but just because i am working in a very gossipy environment, i cannot tell people which guy(normal straight guy) i am close to, who i am in contact with outside work, if not i am finding trouble for myself and the other person.

I should add one more new year resolution which is... THOSE PEOPLE IN MY COMPANY STOP HAVING THAT MINDSET OF THEIRS OF A GUY AND A GIRL IS CLOSE MEANS THEY ARE DATING.

Getting abit emo now.............