Thanks peeps!

Thanks to all who show concern for me after they read my last post. I am alright now as i have sorted out my mind and sort things out with people concerned. Feel so much better!! Some may think there's no need for me to sort things out and leave it alone will be perfectly fine but my point of view is, i don't want any embarrassments within my inner self. I don't want people to think i behave the same whether i am drunk or not. As least now i did my part and go with what i think i need to do, i won't feel bad. Now, i cannot be bothered with how many people gonna believe me. They can say whatever they want, as long as lovely people around me and myself know what kind of person am i, it's enough.

Sidetrack abit before i end, watched a talkshow on tv the other day. Topic is 'Girls wooing guy they fancy'. I really admire girls who dare to express their feelings to the guy they like. They don't care whether they will get rejected anot and go all out for it. *RESPECT*
I will never be able to do that, i am scare of rejection, i am scare of unable to face the other person after being rejected, i am scare of the other person will think i am throwing myself to him. I got no confidences at all when comes to love. I rather let chances slip through than might ended up making a fool of myself.