am i askin too much?

I went to Chanel today once again and check out the bag i want to buy. $3,340.. how i wish i can buy it straight on the spot but i don't want to use credit card so often as before. I will try to use cash as much as possible. Ok, i give myself 3-6 months to make that bag mine. Woohooo!!

Some people might think i am crazy, willing to spent $3k+ to buy a bag.. In my life, i don't know what to look forward to, that's y i always find new thing, target it and buy. I know all those things i buy is not a must but a want, alot of people out there are jobless..having problems with their 3 meals yet i am down here spending money like nobody business.
Looking back, i am very lucky compared to alot of people out there. I've got a job, i always manage to get whatever i want, i have no problem with my 3 meals, i have got friends that love me alot, i have got a complete family but still i feel very empty. Well... maybe i am just asking for too much in life.